I think I’m gonna take photos in the flat later so you guys can see. When it’s not messy as hell it’s fucking gorgeous.

Since I’ve come home from Mum’s I’ve been really insecure.
I keep thinking I’ve put on loads of weight, if someone makes a comment about me I really take it to heart, I’m having bad dreams and panic attacks, and if I’m left alone when I don’t want to be I cry uncontrollably.

Having said that, I’m not afraid of the flat any more. Before the idea of being here made me uncomfortable and now I’m so happy. I’m also a lot more open about sex and stuff (and I wasn’t shy before).

First I get my internet connection, then I spend the afternoon playing Borderlands 2. Verdict: Sundays are glorious.

Tomorrow after work I go back home. Being at mum’s has made me sort of step back a bit, and I have come to the conclusion that I should do the following things:

• Diet
• Have more sex
• Start vlogging
• Write more often
• Not let the flatmate make me feel bad about how much I smoke
• Ring my best friend more often
• Cook more 

cinderdrilla replied to your post: Also, I want to start vlogging.

do it one day you’ll have a fandom who ship you with your internet friends d o i t

Hahah, if I suspend disbelief for a minute and imagine people actually find me entertaining, then I’m starting to imagine wars between the SillyRex shippers and the DrilLaura camp etc etc
Oh man, imagine the slashfic…

New goal in life- have epic slashfic written about me. To hell with the fluff, I want everything to be pure filth. 

Also, I want to start vlogging.

This weekend’s been so much fun, but honestly I just want to go back home to him. I want to fall asleep holding someone else, being held by someone else. I want to go back to playfighting, singing harmonies, having friends round every other night, smoking in the kitchen. I miss cuddles and nicknames and playing games together. It’s not even been that long.
I’m so happy with my life. 

Nah, I don’t myself. Never needed my own.

Three, love. And they were all fantastic. :)

bjorkadoresvowels replied to your post: Hey guys, so I’m back online for a few nights. We…

I’m not v.good at rude personal questions but like hello how r u any good stories :) :)

Thanks for asking man I’m goooood, coming back to a house with central heating and food in the cupboards is weird though.
I’ve had some fantastic experiences with narcotics, sex, food, gaming, good company, and various combinations of the above. 

Hey guys, so I’m back online for a few nights.
We named the flat the Palace of Destiny, because things happen there that could only have happened because it was written in the stars.
Come ask me really rude personal questions about me and my life and I might tell you some really interesting stories.

At mum’s for the weekend! So many stories to tell you guys. Flat is perfect, sex is great, love my life.
Missed y’all <3 Tell me what I’ve been missing with you guys?

Okay so he just rang saying everything’s in place and either paid for or ready to be paid for, we have the keys, and it’s ours.
Hung up and I’ve been hit by this fucking huge wave of emotion and I don’t know what to do with myself.